It's raining now :(

Hello :)
It's the third day of my collage life
Still feel so excited

My class is..   Hmhm okay
I haven't known all of my classmate
Need more time to know them all
But so far,  Sir Arwin is my favourite lecturer.
He is just so awesome
Cannot describe it by words
Maybe you have to attend his class to know how awesome he is
Hahhaha

And i'm waiting at harvard campus now
And it's raining now
And it's so boring now

My class is done at 7pm but i have to wait until 9pm
Hadehhh
This is resiko naik bus
So what can i say

I don't have so many things to say yet
Cause it's just my third day
Maybe there's more to come

So bye
Bye
Bye

My ohana ❤

Complete ❤

My life isn't as perfect as you think.
Actually we have lots of problems
One problem is being solved,  then there comes another problem
But this is life right?
This is how life works.

To be truthfully said,  every family have their own problem.
Life is like drama,  isn't it?
parents fight,  financial problem, health, and many more.
It's sad.  But i'm not alone and you're not alone.
Cause like i said,  every family have their own problem

People look down at some families.
People look down at us.

They're so ridiculous.
Thinking their life might be so perfect.

But even if your life is so perfect,
You have NO RIGHT to judge others
you have NO RIGHT to judge us.

Cause we're not stuck in this situation forever
Time keeps moving
Life is cycling.

My best titi
It's him , the one who always buy Me foods everytime i say i'm hungry

    Me with older sister ( nana )

Me with second sister ( lili )

Lili with koko

My love

I seldom call my sister with ci or cie. 

Cause we are not used to it

If dede and koko are their nickname since they are baby. 

My parents also call them like that. 

So, We follow them i think. 

Sometimes,  my mom is angry everytime we call naa,  or liii or my brother call me xinggg. 

But it's hard to change. 

It's awkward to call them ci or cie or whatever. 

Wkwkkw

But we're still siblings

And i love them so so so much ❤

It's between dede or koko

Dede and koko are my twin brother
And i can never choose one between them
Cause i love them so much.

Pernah gak sih lo di hadapkan dengan 2 pilihan yang sulit?
Gak tau mau milih yang mana
And i'm in this situation.
Gue di pamggil interview lanjutan di musim mas.
Tapi gue tolak.  And i'm really sad.  Feel like gonna cry soon.

Frankly,  tempat kerja gue yang sekarang menyenangkan banget.
I'm happy here. I'm happy with my boss, with my colleagues and everything here.
They are just so amazing.
They make my day everyday.

Gue pengen kerja di musim mas.  Tapi karna gue kuliah masuk jam 5.30 , gue gak bisa.
Kerja di musim mas baru bisa pulang jam 5 sore. Dan gk bakalan bisa terkejar smpe ke tmpt kuliah gue.
Sedangkan tmpt kerja gue yang sekarang emang pulang jam 5. Tapi gue bilang gue mau kuliah dan di kasih bos gue pulang jam 4.
Just think where can i find this kind of boss?  They're so kind and lovely.

If you wonder why i want to work at musim mas while i have a good job,
It's all about money.
Like you know,  live without money is sucks.
People say money is not everything .
And i say it is totally bullshit.
Money is everything buddy.
Money can buy your happiness!
Apa lo gak bahagia punya banyak uang,  bisa travelling ke luar negri,  bisa beli apa yang lo mau,  bisa ke salon tiap minggu,  bisa hangout,  bisa makan enak dan lainnya.
It's all about money dear.
but i believe money cannot buy love.
Walaupun gue juga pengen punya pasangan yang kaya,
But love cannot be forced.

Back to topic.
So,  gue pengen masuk musim mas karna gajinya
As we all know,  perusahaan dengan gaji tertinggi di medan ad 2.
Musim mas dan wilmar.
Tapi kita baru bisa masuk wilmar kalo ud punya gelar S1
Jadi satu satunya pilihan adalah musim mas.
I really had a long thought about this.
Susah banget mau putusin yang mana.
Tapi akhirnya gue pilih kerja di tempat gue kerja sekarang .
Walaupun gajinya gak setinggi gaji di musim mas,
Tapi cukup untuk gue bayar uang kuliah,  uang bus,  untuk kasih mama, untuk beli apa yang gue perlu, dan untuk gue tabung.
Dan karna gue bahagia di sini.
I'm not joking.
Gue bahagia banget kerja sini.
Bos gue super duper baik,  teman kerja gue semua menyenangkan dan lucu.
Gue tiap hari ketawa disini,  dan yang paling penting selalu makan enak.
Tiap hari tetap selalu ad aja dessert,  cemilan atau apapun itu yang penting selalu ad makanan di meja gue.  Hahahha
I don't think other company will allow you to eat and playing handphone while you are working.
But here,  it is our habit.
Makan , main hp,  ketawa sampe duduk di lantai sudah biasa disini.

Belum tentu gue bahagia di sana.
Belum tentu senior disana baik sama gue
Belum tentu boss gue baik.
Banyak hal yang gue pertimbangkan.
Geu tau setiap pekerjaan pasti ad resiko.
Dan akhirnya gue tolak.

Tapi gue bakalan coba beberapa tahun lgi.
Mungkin saat jadwal kuliah gue gak sepadat sekarang.
Yes,  ini tahun pertama gue masuk kuliah.
Will post about it soon.  :)