Juwita's wedding

Happy wedding day axiang cci n ko muchtarr

Have a blessed life to go ahead

Happily ever after kay

Here are pictures to be shared

My king and queen

Don't know why i love this couole so muchh

17th december 2017

Happy Lili's Day!

Happy birthday lili ❤

My biggest wish for you is... 

God,  please let her meet her mate soon,  purpose and marry her .

Wkwkwk..  I bet if she read this,  she will do a speech for me 

And then,  

I wish you success in producing money wkwk

Cause you always treat me if you have money and i love it wkwk

And then, 

Stay healthy,  long life and beauty as always. 

And let me tell you about my plan

I don't want to let her know that we remembered her birthday

So,  we didn't even say happy birthday to her 

Shr thought that we forgot her birthday

So,  after went home from working

It still went well

My plan is when she finished taking a bath,  there are us in front of the door with the cake

But my older sister nana,  ruined all my plan! 

She called lili and say happy birthday to her and then,  she asked lili to pass the phone to me

What the hell,  from there,  she knew that we had something to surprise her

Omggg...  It's just almost succeded! 

She got a phone call one minute before taking a bath

Huh..  Yasudalahhh

Then,  we had a dinner together

Although it was not go as well as i want

At least,  she was happy,  i was happy and everybody was happy

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Sleep

20th december 2017

One night in December

I always say what i want and what i like
Don't care it can harm other people
Don't care what other people will think about me
That is my imperfection,  isn't it?
I always think if you can't accept my imperfection
You also don't deserve my perfection

And sometime i just spit out some shit words
And let other think whatever about me
But i don't know this time
Why i feel so regretful....

November's recap

Since i don't have much time to post each of my day

So let me gather them all and make it as one

6th november 2017

Ci acu's birthday. 

She treats us pizza hut

Thank youuu

10th november 2017

Happy birthday kak Moly

She treats us at Elvi's

25th november 2017

Watching together

I forgot what movie is it

It's about superhero..  Quite good

But i love indonesian movie more if watching in the cinema

But not also like habibie dan ainun 😂

I love indonesian movie which the story is taken from novel

Overall,  it's not abot what movie we are watching

It's about togetherness

Thank you ci linda ( boss) 

27th november 2017

Ci lisa's birthday

She treats us at elvi's

Thank you ci 

The kepoers
Me
Ci aphing - ci lisa - delvi

2th december 2017

Bang yudhi's brother wedding party
We went there after work on saturday
The photobooth is so beautiful as you can see it below
Wishing them a happily ever after life :)

Love ❤

I don't know why life keeps showing me so many happy couples this lately

Making me feel jealous with them

Wondering when is my turn to have that someone

Frankly,  i have been cheating from the window ,

Not only once but so many times

It's not like nobody come to me and ask me to open the door

There are some come to visit me

They knocked the door, 

But sometimes i pretend not to hear it and maybe sometimes i didn't hear it

But when i heard the tok tok sound clearly, 

My heart said open the door yet my brain said hold on,  you don't know who is he

Maybe he will take your heart away,  break it,  and give it back to you

I am afraid.  I need time. I need more time. 

And till i decided to open the door,  he went away. 

It's easy to fall in love but it's not easy to have a commitment

And i'm a person with a commitment

I always think longer than i could ever done about this kind of situation

It's about feeling

Once you break it,  it will not as perfect as before

Once you take it away,  you can't give it back and put it back at the right place as before

Yes,  i have never been in a relationship

It's not about i have high expectation to a man

I just want to find my Mr. Right

It's not a game,  i don't want to court with someone only to feel how to be in a relationship or people call it an experience

Once i am in a relationship,  i will be very serious.  

I hope that my first boyfriend is my husband as well

I want to find a man that call me instead of sending me a text because he said hearing my voice can refill his energy

I want to find a man that come to my house instead of calling me,  to let my parents know that he is serious with me

I want to find a man that embrace me instead of holding my hand,  to show people that i am hia girl

I want to find a man that often say i love you instead of often calling me baby because he want me to know that i worth the love

I want to find a man that give me a card with sweet words instead of chocolate because he knows that i will re-read it again and again

I want to find a man that cook for me instead of taking me out for lunch or dinner because he knows that homemade is better than anything

I want to find a man that stand in front of my house when i text " i miss you " instead of replying i miss you too

I want to find a man that hug me tightly instead of saying baby it's ok when i tell him about my problem

I want to find a man that say " i'm more grateful to have you in my life " instead of saying you're welcome everytime i say thank you to him which means i'm grateful to have him in my life