Thursday, 25 July 2019

THANK YOU FOR REASSURING HOW I AM SO MUCH LOVED !

23rd july 2019

Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday,  happy birthday
Happy birthday to me.


Well,  my wish is still the same as what i wish for since 4 years ago. 
I'm not gonna hate the past nor the future. Since they are the one whose make the present me. Expectation and reality.  Whether they are fulfilled or not. They shape me now. 

For those lovely family and friends who have been helping me in writing some chapters in my life, All of you create the story much better to be read. My twenty-one-years-old me saying thanks to all of you. Thank you for reassuring how i am so much loved. 
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Coming late. Couldn't join the final exam. Staying in the library. And the good news is able to update my blog. Since i haven't got any spare time for updating my blog, well,  it's good to have my me time after a while. 

Wednesday, 17 July 2019

HAVE A NICE JOURNEY


Saturday, 13th July 2019
Lekker Urban Food House

It was my earlier bithday treat. 
Why earlier treat? 
Well,  someone gonna leave the country soon

Mexican Pizza






4 months ago, in March. 
We had an urgent meeting at Macd. 
Then,  
Jeno said she will not go to Bangkok. ( so,  we had bought 4 tickets to Bangkok last year. And the flight will be on 4th july)
Ofc we were shock because we had planned this since long time ago. 
The only thing that we can say was " Why? "
It's because she will go to Taiwan for studying on July. 
Well,  i am so sad at that time. 
I was sad that she will not go to Bangkok with us. 
And
I was crying because she will be leaving us! 
Really,  i tried to hold my tears so hard at that time but then, it just dropped unstoppable.


You know that I don't have any girl friend that really close to me except her, and she gonna leave the country soon :(
It's hard for me to get a friend that really fits me so well even in an unimportant things.  
When we were in highschool, if there is a task and we have to find the answer, i'm so thankful we never lazy at the same time. I mean,  when i was so lazy to find the answer,  i would say " ane chautua lo w,  u yg choi aja ya.  Tan ho w cai ". she will be the one who got the answer for all the questions.  And when she was lazy luckily i'm in my mood to do the task. 
In religion test,  there will be 2 chapters to be studied. She will study chapter one and i will be study chapter 2. So,  when the question in chapter one pop up in the test,  she would be the one who let me know the answer. Otherwise,  i'll be the one to let her know the answer if there is a question coming from chapter two. 
Can you get how good coorperation that we had? 


Dear Jeno, 

You must had a hard time during these past few years as my friend. Dealing with my selfishness, Listening to my absurd shit, giving an advice to each of my problems. 
I'm really grateful for having you.
Thank you for being the best sister-from-another-mother ever! 

Well, time to cheer up for your new day dear.
Though you will be miles apart from here, 
It's ok but don't think that you will have your quite time ( cause cinderella has got her phone ) Hahaha.. 
Don't miss me too much. You know that i'll still chat you when cinderella meets her prince ( don't hesitate to chat me too if you get one there :) ) 
Just tell me when you want to eat miesop or mie pangsit or nasi soto. I'll quicky send you a pic of medan's food when you are craving for it. Hahaha. .
life is really unpredictable thing. Never thought that i would ever be doing this. Writing a goodbye letter for you. 
Take care ok. Safe flight. Tell me when you get there. My prayers are always with you Sis ❤

With love, 
Xingxing

Farewell letter from her to us. 





Thursday, 11 July 2019

I WILL BE FINE

Tonight is just like any other night.
Difficult as hell but you'll do what you've done.
You'll get over it.
You'll get through it.
You'll be fine