Complicated

I am now is not i was years ago
Everything has changed .
Myself, my character, my mind and my heart....
Although there was a moment when i got you in my mind
But deep down inside,  i want you fade away
Fade awayyyy
Don't ask me why cause i also don't know what the reason is
But let god settle this problem
Let's see what will happen in the future...
Buddha bless me :)