CONFESSION

I was watching running man and appearantly the guest was Park Ji Sung.
A football player from korea and currently he is the ambassador of Manchester United.
Well,  no.  I am not a fan of him.
But he looks similar to someone. My first.
And suddenly,  all of the memories were flashing in my mind.
It's not him the one that i miss
It's the feeling i got when i met him,  when he chatted me. ( i am using past tense ok wkwk )
Don't get me wrong. I'm not into him anymore.
We ever met unconsciously and i was feeling nothing
But still,  i never ever regret our times back then.
You know that the first will always be the first.

Literally,  i am so so so wanna feel it again.
But the time has not come yet
Maybe because god gives me the time to pursue my dream
Maybe because there is something that i need to do
#trytomakemyselffeelbetter

AFFIRMATION

I am so happy
I love my job
I do everything exactly right
I have a great team
My colleagues love me
The managers like me
All of my works are done in time
Everything is ok

I LOVE MY JOB
I LOVE MY JOB
I LOVE MY JOB

P. s.  Really need to make myself feel better
So this is what i can do
Chattering in my blog

I LOVE YOU GOD

Hampir buat kesalahan yg fatal di kantor
But Thank you
For sending an angel by my side.
I am so grateful.
And i was saved.

IN THE LIBRARY

Yeah,  i'm in the library
But not reading. Andaikan library kampus gue kayak gramedia. Betah deh gue tiap hari ke sini demi baca novel. #ngimpiii
My eyes want to rest,  my body want to rest,  my mind need to rest! I need holidayyyyyy. . Libur seminggu gitu #ngimpilagiloeee

Gk penting bgt yah tulisan gue kali ini. .  Iyah. . Ud tau masih aja tetap ngetik..  Bodo amett..  Blog gue kok yahh

Tadi di kantor ketemu supplier utk pertama kalinya. Duduk di receptionist ngobrol". Ternyata yg di tv" orng ngantor gk boong. Setelah gue kerja di kantor yang yahhh lumayan gede,  baru sistematika dan cara kerjanya sama kek yg di tipi" hahahaha. . Katrok deh gue kadang.

One and half hours to go....
Lama bingitsss
Hadeh. . Ud dehh. . Mau lanjut baca twivortiare gue.  Bye"

5 AM

Semalam acara 17an di kantor gue. 

Berasa balek ke SMA
Hahahha
Perwakilan dan team bagian gue gk ad yg menang sih.  But perhaps they had fun joining the event
( Gue gk ikut. .  Cuma jdi supporter doang )

  
Pengalaman jagain baby cci gue create a decision in my future.
I think i want to be a full time mommy when i have a child.
Even gue gk tega ninggalin dia sendirian.  Pengen cepat" pulang kerja buat main sama dia.  And i can sit and look at him for hours without feeling bored. Gimana nantinya anak gue sndri? The love is twice.
But it depends in the situation eventually.

So cute right? 

One month old

I saw he changed his profile pic and got to know that he deleted his couple pic on ig.

Break up maybe?  That's all i can think. And he deserves it. Of all the things he did to me. Yes,  he deserves it.

Typing in the bus

Well,  same title.  Bedanya semalam di bus dari kuliah menuju ke rumah.  Hari ini dari kantor ke rumah.  Yupp..  Gue bolos kuliah.  Awalny ragu karena hari ini komputer.  Jadi final testnya bakalan practical.  Takut gk bisa nantiny.  But yeahh. . There is no medicine for laziness.

If you wonder sampe jam brapa gue ngerjain tugas semalam,  well,  finished at eleven and something , sleep at midnight. Yang parahnya. . Rencana mau ngumpul pagi" ke dosen but i left my flashdisk at home. What a good plan.  Jadinya pulang dari sini baru bisa submit.

Will regularly update my day for a while just because i am addicted to twitortiare.

TYPING IN THE BUS

Problem solved.  Kirany bakalan bisa tidur nyenyak hari ini tanpa mikirin kerjaan.  Ternyata barusan ujian statistik dan buanyakkkk buangettt..  Gak siap kerjain di kuliah jdiny harus lanjut di rumah
And you know what? Deadlinenya besok malam paling lambat. .
Feeling like wanna scream in front of my lecturer's face " HELLOOO..  LO KIRA GUE PENGANGGURAN "
But still,  need to lembur for finishing the assignment tonight.

Tomorrow is friday and i was like " yeayyyy. . Weekend is almost here "
Berharap banget i was under my manager only and we are not related to the senior manager or GM. Everything will be easier and i will not be burdened by my job. So,  i pray for my manager to gain his power back.  Pleaseeee. ...

Been reading twivortiare.
It was a novel.  Tapi isiny cuma berupa tweets" dari seorang wanita yang sharing tentang kehidupannya. Suddenly,  thinking about my blog.  In the mood of updating my blog and sharing about the unimportant thing.

The bus is almost arrive at my home. . See ya.

WHAT A DAY!

Feeling like i want to quit my Job! Right now!