CONFESSION

I was watching running man and appearantly the guest was Park Ji Sung.
A football player from korea and currently he is the ambassador of Manchester United.
Well,  no.  I am not a fan of him.
But he looks similar to someone. My first.
And suddenly,  all of the memories were flashing in my mind.
It's not him the one that i miss
It's the feeling i got when i met him,  when he chatted me. ( i am using past tense ok wkwk )
Don't get me wrong. I'm not into him anymore.
We ever met unconsciously and i was feeling nothing
But still,  i never ever regret our times back then.
You know that the first will always be the first.

Literally,  i am so so so wanna feel it again.
But the time has not come yet
Maybe because god gives me the time to pursue my dream
Maybe because there is something that i need to do
#trytomakemyselffeelbetter