FIRST TIME

I did so many things for the first time on the last weekend with my colleagues.

So, we went to Madu Efi.

Lagi ngehits jadi wisata bagi orng medan saat ini.

Kenalan dulu sama orng kantor gue ya.

Kelvin - Ko Edison - Julius - Ko Sicok - Michael - Vincent
Ci Dewi - Chilvanni - Meri - Ellen - Me - Shella - Ci Vivi

Sabtu, 7 September 2019.

I went to office carrying a travel bag.

Hahahaha...

Kita kerja setengah hari aja kalau hari sabtu.

So, jam 11an kita gojek istana krakatau.

Makan siang di kantor dulu.

Sekitar jam 1 gitu otw.

Gue semobil sama ko Edison, Julius, Ko Kelvin, dan shella. Fyi, Ko Edison tu manager gue. I thought it would be very awkward. But who knows it turns out very fun. Well, even i don't mind semobil sama dia lagi on our next trip. Laugh a lot in the car.

We arrived at six.

First pic after arrive
Shella - chilvanni - me

It's a beautiful place.

We started doing barbeque at seven.

Panggang udang dan pork. Goreng nugget and kentang also. 

Di sini ad peraturan di atas jam 10 malam gk boleh ribut lagi. Kalau kena tegur sampai 3 kali , well, deposit kita ( 1 million ) bakalan hangus. And the good news was kita ud kena tegur 2 kali. Di sini, momen lucu banget sih. Dimana kita harus tahan tawa and tepuk tgn pelan". Ko Edison sampe jongkok karna nahan tawa sambilan bilang besok jam 7 pagi , gue mau kluar tenda trus ketawa keras". ( the rule is 10p.m till 7a.m may not be noisy )

Feeling full at that time. Then, Kita main kartu. Who lose should drink heineken. It's ok. Heineken cannot make us tipsy unless it's overdose. It only contains 5% of alcohol and anyway, our body could be warmer.

So here is my first time drinking alcohol. 

Finish around twelve. Back to the tent. ( tmpt bbq and tenda sekitar 1km )

Sikat gigi, cuci muka, trus ke tmpt api unggun. Acara api unggun jam 8 malam. Kita msih bbq pas itu. So, we passed it. 

Duduk" di tmpt api unggun sambil crita tentang KKN di desa penari. It was so creepy truthfully.

Pertama kali gue dengerin orng crita horor di perkarangan gitu, i mean di wilayah terbuka, pas tengah malam pulak. But also had so much fun.

Milky way

Sekitar jam 1 balik ke tenda.

Kita sewa 4 tenda. ( 500rb/ tenda )

2 tenda cwo, 2 tenda cwe. 

1 tenda muat 5 orng.

Walaupun dinginnnnnn bingitsss.. But pas masuk tenda berasa hangat. 

We sleep in sleeping bag. Berasa camping beneran. And yes, that was my first time sleeping in tent.

Woke up at 5a.m. Cuma gue. 

Pas keluar tenda, nampak Ko Kelvin. Ternyata dia gk bisa tdur. Then, one by one started getting out from the tent. 

Focus at Vincent

So, breakfast pop mie seperti anak camping lainnya. Foto". Sekitar jam 12 gitu kita keluar dari Madu Efi. Lanjut ke puncak 2000. Around ten minutes by car. 

 Sampe sana cuma foto"

Brother J

Look so happy in this pic

The boys

The girls

 Dari puncak 2000 lanjut ke RM Rasa Senang yg terkenal dengan Bagornya.

Yup. Babi goreng. This is my first time eating so much pork in two days. But honestly, enak bangettt. 

After lunch, lanjut ke vihara Dharma Shanty. Bentar doang. Sembhayang liat" lanjut ke Mickey Holiday buat numpang toilet. Tpi berakhir chilling out di sana. 

Sekitar jam 5.30 lanjut ke Awan Strawberry Pancake.

Sekitar jam 6.30 on the way pulang. 

Arrived home at nine.

What a great weekend.

CONFESSION

I was watching running man and appearantly the guest was Park Ji Sung.
A football player from korea and currently he is the ambassador of Manchester United.
Well,  no.  I am not a fan of him.
But he looks similar to someone. My first.
And suddenly,  all of the memories were flashing in my mind.
It's not him the one that i miss
It's the feeling i got when i met him,  when he chatted me. ( i am using past tense ok wkwk )
Don't get me wrong. I'm not into him anymore.
We ever met unconsciously and i was feeling nothing
But still,  i never ever regret our times back then.
You know that the first will always be the first.

Literally,  i am so so so wanna feel it again.
But the time has not come yet
Maybe because god gives me the time to pursue my dream
Maybe because there is something that i need to do
#trytomakemyselffeelbetter

AFFIRMATION

I am so happy
I love my job
I do everything exactly right
I have a great team
My colleagues love me
The managers like me
All of my works are done in time
Everything is ok

I LOVE MY JOB
I LOVE MY JOB
I LOVE MY JOB

P. s.  Really need to make myself feel better
So this is what i can do
Chattering in my blog

I LOVE YOU GOD

Hampir buat kesalahan yg fatal di kantor
But Thank you
For sending an angel by my side.
I am so grateful.
And i was saved.

IN THE LIBRARY

Yeah,  i'm in the library
But not reading. Andaikan library kampus gue kayak gramedia. Betah deh gue tiap hari ke sini demi baca novel. #ngimpiii
My eyes want to rest,  my body want to rest,  my mind need to rest! I need holidayyyyyy. . Libur seminggu gitu #ngimpilagiloeee

Gk penting bgt yah tulisan gue kali ini. .  Iyah. . Ud tau masih aja tetap ngetik..  Bodo amett..  Blog gue kok yahh

Tadi di kantor ketemu supplier utk pertama kalinya. Duduk di receptionist ngobrol". Ternyata yg di tv" orng ngantor gk boong. Setelah gue kerja di kantor yang yahhh lumayan gede,  baru sistematika dan cara kerjanya sama kek yg di tipi" hahahaha. . Katrok deh gue kadang.

One and half hours to go....
Lama bingitsss
Hadeh. . Ud dehh. . Mau lanjut baca twivortiare gue.  Bye"

5 AM

Semalam acara 17an di kantor gue. 

Berasa balek ke SMA
Hahahha
Perwakilan dan team bagian gue gk ad yg menang sih.  But perhaps they had fun joining the event
( Gue gk ikut. .  Cuma jdi supporter doang )

  
Pengalaman jagain baby cci gue create a decision in my future.
I think i want to be a full time mommy when i have a child.
Even gue gk tega ninggalin dia sendirian.  Pengen cepat" pulang kerja buat main sama dia.  And i can sit and look at him for hours without feeling bored. Gimana nantinya anak gue sndri? The love is twice.
But it depends in the situation eventually.

So cute right? 

One month old

I saw he changed his profile pic and got to know that he deleted his couple pic on ig.

Break up maybe?  That's all i can think. And he deserves it. Of all the things he did to me. Yes,  he deserves it.

Typing in the bus

Well,  same title.  Bedanya semalam di bus dari kuliah menuju ke rumah.  Hari ini dari kantor ke rumah.  Yupp..  Gue bolos kuliah.  Awalny ragu karena hari ini komputer.  Jadi final testnya bakalan practical.  Takut gk bisa nantiny.  But yeahh. . There is no medicine for laziness.

If you wonder sampe jam brapa gue ngerjain tugas semalam,  well,  finished at eleven and something , sleep at midnight. Yang parahnya. . Rencana mau ngumpul pagi" ke dosen but i left my flashdisk at home. What a good plan.  Jadinya pulang dari sini baru bisa submit.

Will regularly update my day for a while just because i am addicted to twitortiare.

TYPING IN THE BUS

Problem solved.  Kirany bakalan bisa tidur nyenyak hari ini tanpa mikirin kerjaan.  Ternyata barusan ujian statistik dan buanyakkkk buangettt..  Gak siap kerjain di kuliah jdiny harus lanjut di rumah
And you know what? Deadlinenya besok malam paling lambat. .
Feeling like wanna scream in front of my lecturer's face " HELLOOO..  LO KIRA GUE PENGANGGURAN "
But still,  need to lembur for finishing the assignment tonight.

Tomorrow is friday and i was like " yeayyyy. . Weekend is almost here "
Berharap banget i was under my manager only and we are not related to the senior manager or GM. Everything will be easier and i will not be burdened by my job. So,  i pray for my manager to gain his power back.  Pleaseeee. ...

Been reading twivortiare.
It was a novel.  Tapi isiny cuma berupa tweets" dari seorang wanita yang sharing tentang kehidupannya. Suddenly,  thinking about my blog.  In the mood of updating my blog and sharing about the unimportant thing.

The bus is almost arrive at my home. . See ya.

WHAT A DAY!

Feeling like i want to quit my Job! Right now!

THANK YOU FOR REASSURING HOW I AM SO MUCH LOVED !

23rd july 2019

Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday,  happy birthday
Happy birthday to me.

Well,  my wish is still the same as what i wish for since 4 years ago. 

I'm not gonna hate the past nor the future. Since they are the one whose make the present me. Expectation and reality.  Whether they are fulfilled or not. They shape me now. 

For those lovely family and friends who have been helping me in writing some chapters in my life, All of you create the story much better to be read. My twenty-one-years-old me saying thanks to all of you. Thank you for reassuring how i am so much loved. 

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Coming late. Couldn't join the final exam. Staying in the library. And the good news is able to update my blog. Since i haven't got any spare time for updating my blog, well,  it's good to have my me time after a while. 

HAVE A NICE JOURNEY

Saturday, 13th July 2019

Lekker Urban Food House

It was my earlier bithday treat. 

Why earlier treat? 

Well,  someone gonna leave the country soon

Mexican Pizza

4 months ago, in March. 

We had an urgent meeting at Macd. 

Then,  

Jeno said she will not go to Bangkok. ( so,  we had bought 4 tickets to Bangkok last year. And the flight will be on 4th july)

Ofc we were shock because we had planned this since long time ago. 

The only thing that we can say was " Why? "

It's because she will go to Taiwan for studying on July. 

Well,  i am so sad at that time. 

I was sad that she will not go to Bangkok with us. 

And

I was crying because she will be leaving us! 

Really,  i tried to hold my tears so hard at that time but then, it just dropped unstoppable.

You know that I don't have any girl friend that really close to me except her, and she gonna leave the country soon :(

It's hard for me to get a friend that really fits me so well even in an unimportant things.  

When we were in highschool, if there is a task and we have to find the answer, i'm so thankful we never lazy at the same time. I mean,  when i was so lazy to find the answer,  i would say " ane chautua lo w,  u yg choi aja ya.  Tan ho w cai ". she will be the one who got the answer for all the questions.  And when she was lazy luckily i'm in my mood to do the task. 

In religion test,  there will be 2 chapters to be studied. She will study chapter one and i will be study chapter 2. So,  when the question in chapter one pop up in the test,  she would be the one who let me know the answer. Otherwise,  i'll be the one to let her know the answer if there is a question coming from chapter two. 

Can you get how good coorperation that we had? 

Dear Jeno, 

You must had a hard time during these past few years as my friend. Dealing with my selfishness, Listening to my absurd shit, giving an advice to each of my problems. 

I'm really grateful for having you.

Thank you for being the best sister-from-another-mother ever! 

Well, time to cheer up for your new day dear.

Though you will be miles apart from here, 

It's ok but don't think that you will have your quite time ( cause cinderella has got her phone ) Hahaha.. 

Don't miss me too much. You know that i'll still chat you when cinderella meets her prince ( don't hesitate to chat me too if you get one there :) ) 

Just tell me when you want to eat miesop or mie pangsit or nasi soto. I'll quicky send you a pic of medan's food when you are craving for it. Hahaha. .

life is really unpredictable thing. Never thought that i would ever be doing this. Writing a goodbye letter for you. 

Take care ok. Safe flight. Tell me when you get there. My prayers are always with you Sis ❤

With love, 

Xingxing

Farewell letter from her to us. 

I WILL BE FINE

Tonight is just like any other night.
Difficult as hell but you'll do what you've done.
You'll get over it.
You'll get through it.
You'll be fine

TRICKY GIRL

Who knows she will not stab you on your back?
I hate meeting this kind of people
again and again.
Stay away from one but there come another one
Can't human just live the world peacefully?
Say sorry if you're wrong and don't say it is someone else's mistake instead.
It's funny that you keep older but still act like a kid
Well,  in here i know
Earth is really amazing.
Can't believe that it contains this kind of species

Welcoming Baby Darren

Staying in your mommy's tummy is nice

But coming to this world and meeting us is more wonderful! 

Welcome to the big family my first nephew

Darren Kay Xienata

Have you known all of us are so excited to welcome you in this world. 

Well, let me congratulate you for being a winner.  

You're amazing! 

I'M HERE

I'm here.

At the place where's nobody in here. 

Listening to the music

Daydreaming 

Of the upcoming future

Of the place where i belong to

Of the adventure waiting for me

Of the one holding my hands 

Of the journey we'll go through 

And still i'm here. 

Hope but never expect

Look forward but never wait

Imagine but haven't been there yet

But soon

I mean really soon
Expectation will be reached
Waiting will be over
And i will be there